At H.O.M.E

back to home already 5 days...

doing nothing...

sleep...eat...watching drama...gathering...

lots of assignments waiting for me to accomplish...

but don't have mood to do at all...

cannot continue like this...

must touch some of the assignment before sleep...

yea...another reason i found to push myself to do the assignments is...

planning going to kl with friends...

and may be go some where else...

so, i should finish it...then only i can enjoy my holiday...=)

happy holidays~~~

Equalization~~(a=b?)

many things that happen around us...

most of the time didn't follow the rules of 'equalization'

who can confidently tell that that is the equalization happen?

i think NO...

what i mean the equalization here is...

you do this but doesn't mean that...

just a very simple example here

crying because of sad?

watching drama because of like to?

*lots of things to list down

sometimes...

an act can have many meanings...

and can be simple also

hmm...i will more prefer to be simple...^^

happiness vs sadness

Is your choice...
whether you wan...
always happy and sad with some reason...
00or
always sad and happy with some reason...

but...
so sad that...
i'm always sad and happy with some reason...
and...
the happy moment always last for short period...
when happy moment...
will think on it is going to end soon...

can i stop to be like that???
wish to be always happy and sad with some reason...^^

uncomfortable

entering 3rd yr here
when time goes on
i suppose get to use it

BUT...
its not the things happening now...
i feel uncomfortable
uncomfortable with...
things happen around...
peoples around...

how can i continue
the life here?
may be is too serious to say that...
but its my feeling for now...
why will happen?

its a norms?
so many question marks in mind...
='(

rainy day~

nothing special today....
actually these few days here...
also nothing special happening...
wonder is good or bad things?

today only got one class
morning 8a.m to 9 sumthing
then back to room...
till now...still facing my ladtop
another class had been canceled

is rainy day...
can heard the sound of 'di da di da' outside there
feel cool...
but i like it...
spending time alone at room on rainy day is not bad...

hours and hours passed...
but i keep on do nothing...
facing the ladtop....seeing the unsmooth line...
thinking...how good if i'm at home now...
i'm wasting time
why???==

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

王力宏2010新专辑主打歌《柴米油盐酱醋茶》
作词：徐若瑄，作曲：王力宏，导演：王力宏
首播日期：2010-07-12


小时候 你想要什么
我要一台大大蓝色的飞机
带我环游世界
到地球每一个角落
在蓝天白云中穿梭
而长大以后 我想要什么
我要一台小小红色答录机
和你一起录下
喂 我们现在不在家
蓝色变成红色因为你
柴米油盐酱醋茶
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽
月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差
小时候 你想要什么
我要一台大大蓝色的飞机
带我环游世界
到地球每一个角落
在蓝天白云中穿梭
哦 长大以后 我想要什么
我要一台小小红色答录机
和你一起录下
喂 我们现在不在家
蓝色变成红色因为你
柴米油盐酱醋茶
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽
月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差
给你快乐无论白天黑夜
握紧双手就算刮风下雨
我就是要你
要你待在我身边
保护你直到永远
柴米油盐酱醋茶
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽
月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差
月儿弯弯爱的傻
没有一个理由
活的那么复杂

like it so much...^^

start new sem

time flies~~~
so fast....i'm recently in sem5...
still remember the day when entering to Uni
already 2yrs passed...
enter 3rd year now...

the day when entering to Uni
feel so new to everything here
make new friends
study in new place
stay in the hostel with new roommate
hahaha....seem...
many things is new for me...

till now... everything is became the habit...
holiday...take bus going back home...
and...take bus back to Uni again...end of holiday
then....every sem is packing all the things...
and unpack it when start new sem
feel a bit tired for that...

still left 1 n half years to go...
will pay hard work for the things that going to be completed..
hope everything is smooth...
and...i know...
i should learn...
learn on handle my emotion...
be strong mentally and physically...
to go through all the task...

good luck for myself!!!

holiday going end soon~

nothing....just wan to say that...

i don't want the holiday END!!!

but it would never happen...

do not wish to go back Uni

don't know why

perhaps i don't want leave my home

is too comfortable for me to stay at home

too nice~~~~~~~~

nothing need to be worried much...

no stress....(perhaps got...but not as at schl)

no need rush with time...

just relax...



but we can't always make it like this ...

we stil need rush with time...

work hard for future...

for better living...

==

so...at last...stil need back to reality...



soooooooooo miss the time when childhood...

can gather with family all the timesss...

no matter happiness or sadness...

but when time goes on...

everything have to change...

you have no power to control it ...

its a rule of life....



when getting elder...

we have to leave home go for study or work...

choose the road we wish to...

and create our own path...



from time to time....

things around us is changing...

we have no power to stop it...

things happen today may the history for tomorrow...

the only things we can do is...

wrote as many as colourful history for our life~



its just the feeling that i have for this moment...

很想说~~~

很想说：

千万不要轻视任何人的能力
任何一个人都有他的优点
‘轻视’是小人的作为
只要多留意
会发现很多人都有值得学习的地方
为什么要轻视呢？讽刺？
这样做你会得到什么？
短暂的兴奋？

不发言
并不代表什么

不同的人
知道的东西也不一样
那不如互相分享知识呢？
你知道的或多或少
为何不能互补呢？

得不到的东西
就要这样可恶
希望别人也得不到吗？

珍惜

今天听到他走了的消息后
心情莫名的沉重
虽然只是我弟妹的朋友
但。。。还是会为此感到难过
他很努力的拼搏了约一星期
今早真的走了
永远离开了大家
不过。。。
相信大家都不会忘记他

我们无法预测下一秒会发生什么
无论是谁
在哪儿都好
我们都不会知道
往往在没有准备的情况下
就发生一些没有预计的事情

所以说啊～
我们要爱惜生命
要常想着爱我们。。。关心我们的人

我们能做的东西
就是好好过每一天
珍惜现在所拥有的
包括身边的人与事

有时。。。
我们需要放慢脚步
去看看我们身边的事物
去关怀身边的人
免得错过一些美好的事情
用心去感受这美好的世界
这样。。。会活得有意义吧。。。

千言万语～
我们要----‘珍惜’

。。。

真真。。。假假。。。
什么是真；什么是假
有时候，
我也分不清楚了
迷失了
或许都不重要

何时是真正的开心
我也弄不清了

或许以习惯

抉择

在我们的人生里，往往都会遇上站在分叉路的时候。不知道要怎么去作抉择。当时，会很困扰。。。犹豫。。。
升学道路上，我一次又一次的作出抉择。中三。。。中五。。。再来，中六。。。
每一次都好难作决定。因为，有很多因素要顾虑。
其他人都问，你要读什么？你的兴趣是什么？我常都敷衍回应，甚至，都不想回答。我通常给的答案是，‘不知道’，‘再看吧’，‘不清楚’。。。
回想。。。
其实，或许我很清楚自己要的是什么，只是，不肯承认。可能，都不想知道。
问题。。。往往都出在没有勇气去面对自己的升学道路。因此，没有勇气去抉择。
只能怪自己没有勇气步上向往的升学道路。。。
不知不觉，在大学已经有两年了。
这两年，我的大学生涯多了好多回忆。当然，我也看了很多东西，学了好多东西。。。同时，也发现思想上有了改变。。。是长大了吗？
虽然说变了，但是，我还是我。。。

常常想着，这是我要的吗？是适合我的？不会后悔？对的决定？

想念～

很开心。。。

今天终于可以回家了

等待已久的日子

想念家里的每一个人

想念我的床，书桌。。。

想念妈妈煮的饭菜

想念家乡里的每一点滴

想念家里的一切一切

这些。。。

从前或许都不曾去特意地留意

但，当离家在外求学的时候。。。

就是特别地想念～

在学校遇到不开心，伤心，压力的时候。。。

也特别想家。。。

家

始终是可以然我暂时逃避一切的不愉快，休息的地方。。。